so for a long time I was super curious about hooking up with girls, then I got a boyfriend but I also had this friend that was bi sexual and for a while it never crossed my mind and then me and my friend would get drunk and make out and my boyfriend at the time knew about it and he didn't care (he probably though it was hot) so then I was getting curious ... and one night when my boyfriend wasn't there me and her hooked up and afterwards I deeply regretted it because I felt that I cheated and that hooking up with girls is not for me.