RANT: Why didn’t anyone tell me how hard pregnancy after a loss was going to be. I worry 24/7 if the baby is okay. A week after an ultrasound and I’m back to worrying. I try to talk my self threw it tell myself you haven’t bled yet. Everything is going to be okay. Take it one day at a time. But I find myself feeling more sad as the weeks go by. I’m not sad that I’m gonna be a mama. But the I’m gonna lose it at any point not. It’s too good to be true. I’m 11 weeks and 2 days. Next ultrasound is in 2 weeks. And I’m pulling my hair trying not to cry.

If there are other mamas out there who have gone threw this or are currently going threw this will you share your experience and how/ what got you threw it.