His cousin messaged us that she’s 11 weeks pregnant

Amber

We were on our way to dinner last night and I got the message. She is so kind that she wanted us to know first so we didn’t hear it through the grapevine. I did a deep swallow as I told my husband the amazing news. I am so darn happy for her and her husband. They are older than us and have a little girl so perfect timing! I woke up this morning just wanting to cry. It’s bothering me more than I thought, which I haven’t cried my eyes just start to water then I tell myself to stop. I just hate this feeling and that we have to go through this. I needed to vent so thank you if you read it. We are doing great and can’t wait for a new baby in the family.