I had an awful pregnancy, I was in & out of the hospital, always sick & lived in the bathroom throwing up & everyone always said "it'll be worth it in the end". Well its not. I hate this. 17 months & I am still a stay at home mom because of covid, I have no life, no friends, no hobbies. My life revolves around my son, nothing else. My boyfriend doesn't understand, shit NO ONE in my life understands. Im just so tired of life.