Paranoid! Don’t want to get pregnant again!

I’m 12 weeks postpartum and terrified of getting pregnant again too soon.

Ideally I want to wait at least 18 months to 2 years before we even think about baby #2. And that’s assuming we even want another baby.

I’m on the mini pill and literally take it at the exact same time everyday, with the exception of 9 minutes late one day. We also use condoms with spermicide.

We’ve only had sex once at 10 weeks postpartum during my period and once yesterday.

I can’t help but still be super anxious about getting pregnant and can’t enjoy sex and almost never want to have sex.

I know how effective the mini pill and condoms are, but I’m still worried.

Even now I’m terrified sex last night will get me pregnant as I’m having discharge very similar to ovulation discharge today!

Any advice on how to get over my anxiety?