I would have been 5 months pregnant this month, I wonder what it would have been like to have had you still growing inside me. If you’d be a bit or a girl, how terrified I’d be to have you. Explain to you that our world shouldn’t be this messed up, explain that even though you are young you can be anything you put your mind to. I know that we ended our time negatively but just know that I loved you, I still love you and think of you quite often and I’m sorry for letting you down. I hope that one day we’ll be together again, until then be safe with your grandfather and you’re protected until then. It was never your fault just your stupid mother being young and dumb, I love you my sweet angel and I miss you everyday😔

I’m sorry that you were a secret and I’m sorry I let you down💔