Lately I’ve been feeling for a lack of better words, regretful, that I decided to keep my baby. I am 20 years old in my third trimester and have had a rough pregnancy emotionally and also finding out at 5/6 months I did not have many options with my original plan. I have not taken the best care of my body like I should’ve but I didn’t know I was pregnant or how far along it actually was. I keep looking at old pictures of myself when I wasn’t pregnant and I cant help but wonder how much more happier I would be if I werent. And I feel extremely guilty for feeling this way which only makes all the emotions worse. I have a loving and extremely supportive partner and he is the reason I kept the baby and the reason I stay strong but shouldn’t our actual baby be the reason? I just feel horrible and miserable and I want to know if this is normal or if theres any advice I can receive to become excited again cause there was a time period whete I was so full of excitement for whats to come but all that is gone now :( I should add I do suffer with anxiety and depression and maybe thats the reason I’m thinking this way or maybe I just have cold feet. I don’t know what to do or feel.