So scared....

I’ve had three miscarriages in the last year, after the third my husband and I decided to wait till the new year to try again. Well we ended up conceiving right after thanksgiving to our surprise. This baby felt so meant to be, I actually got sick which I haven’t been with any of my miscarriages. So I thought that my body was actually investing in this pregnancy. I had an ultrasound Monday and baby was healthy and wiggling around (9 weeks along) but today when I went to the bathroom there was a tiny bit of blood and a tiny clot. I’m truly terrified I’m going to loose this one as well.... my heart will break. I just saw baby on the screen moving...we were going to tell our families next week.... just sitting here praying baby hangs in there. I’m not sure why I’m even posting this... guess just looking to be a bit less lonely in this journey 😥