Just feeling so sad and defeated right now I’m currently 8 weeks pregnant with my third and my husband just wants sex all the time but me? I don’t even think about it until he’s breathing down my neck I’ve tried to explain to him what my body is going through I’m sick literally all the time I vomit sometimes and he’s seen that I’m feeling unattractive already and I’m only 8 weeks I’m exhausted I’m stressed about bills seeing as I’m the only one working right now I had to help him find a job that he doesn’t start until March...and it’s work from home just like me do on top of all of that I just feel like I’m closed in I feel like I can’t breathe my mom is under the weather and I’m worried seeing there is a pandemic going on we deal w two other children on the daily basis then tonight he asks to give me a massage I decline at first bc we had dinner and I was kinda full and bloated and didn’t feel like moving but he kept asking so I’m like okay but now I feel like he only gave me a massage to ask for sex which he did I let him know that I really wasn’t in the mood at first he seemed fine then he seemed off we didn’t speak for the rest of the night? I’m just irritated by the whole thing bc it’s like while I stress about real life things your pouting bc you can’t get your rocks off? Sometimes I just wish he would like to take a trip and visit his family for a week or two so I can just be alone...