Want to feel wanted and sexy

We only have sex like twice a month, but he's never that into it cause of his low testosterone, back problems, and being overweight. I don't feel wanted or sexy. I've touched the subject with him, but I just feel bad because it's not his fault I feel this way. I just want to dress up all sexy and surprise him, but I would be turned down.

Valentine's day is coming up and I just don't know what to expect. I want to order this wine red teddy on Amazon and dress up, but it just feels pointless. I know he's still attracted to me, but still.

I want our old sex life back. For the past two or three months I just feel like he's my roommate 😕