Need Encouragement

I Need Words Of Encouragement. Tonight I Found Out My Baby Brother Is Going To Be A Father. I Am Extremely Happy For Him As For His Girlfriend As Well! I Wish Them Both The Best For The Future❤️ But I’m Lowkey So Hurt. Because They Didn’t Even Want Children And I’ve Been TTC For More Than Two Years Now 😔. I’m Happy And Sad I Don’t Even Want To Ruin His Happiness Because His Bitter As Sister(me) Is In The Corner Crying Wishing She Was Pregnant. The Worst Part Is That I Felt This Way 9 Months Ago. I Remember Feeling All Types Of Pregnancy Symptoms And The Day I Took A Test And Found Out It Was Negative My Sister Came Home To Surprise Us She Was Pregnant. All It Happend Again I Thought I Was Pregnant Took A Test Negative Now My Brothers Girlfriend Is Pregnant. Even If I Sound Sarcastic I’m 100% Excited For Him To Be A Dad I Love My Brother. I Just Feel Down 😔 I’m Never Going To Be Able To Tell My Mom She Going To Be A Grandma From My Part. I Shouldn’t Feel This Way But I’m Human.