Let it out..

Tameka 💜 due in Sept 2019
Its still hurts but it helps to cry it out.. I feel like maybe I made an mistake.. Or maybe I did what was right for me. I miss him so much but I can't keep putting myself through this. I never thought a man could be so selfish and only think of himself. And tells me he loves me. Yet he wants to work on things.. Should I give him that and working on us or should I just let him go?