21 and pregnant

Hi, I just found out this news today, me and my boyfriend have been together for only 8 months, I’m pregnant. 2 positive pregnancy tests and no period. We are so broke, we just moved into our new apartment 2 weeks ago after we were living with my parents since June. I broke down when I found out, I was so excited to be a mom but me and my boyfriend can’t afford a child, and can barely afford the abortion that I’ll probably have to have. I really don’t want to have an abortion, it’s terrifying. But being a mom at 21 is terrifying too. I was really excited until that reality set in. I’m so so sad. I just need some advice.