I’ve been single for 2 years and usually every Valentine’s Day I felt lacking and wishing I had this and that. This year tho, I feel completely fine and set. No jealousy and I’m having flowers being delivered to me. 2 weeks ago I was on a sappy rom com binge and literally made mental notes for what i want in the future. I listened to Drivers License everyone was talking about and I felt neutral/normal. No hurt or pain and I didn’t think about an ex. I know I still have more wounds to heal, but I’ve taken a lot of time to focus on me. I can’t tell tho if I’m emotionally numb or just in a good place where nothing at this current moment bothers me