So I consider myself straight. But i do love lesbian porn. I can usually make myself finish pretty quick watching it. & Its always through rubbing my clit. I also have a lovely boyfriend who lasts for hours, goes down on me, rubs my clit, etc. He does it all... But i ALWAYS fake an orgasm with him. I feel like i can't cum unless I'm watching lesbian porn OR really focused & imagining it while rubbing myself while he is in me. I really don't want to tell him that only i can make myself finish & the porn really helps, cause i don't wanna look like an obsessed porn crazed weirdo to him lol. I don't even watch it often. Maybe once or twice a week, only to masturbate & put myself to sleep. Like should i tell him? Should i try stop the porn? Idk