What is it like to get pregnant when you least need to be? When you know your uptight Christian family will disown you, you will loose your job and potential future job, and your whole life changes? I am currently with my boyfriend, I love him so much and want to spend the rest of my life with him! I want to get married one day and have children but not for a long time. If I'm pregnant, my whole life is over. My whole college career is done, I will have to move back to my small community like all the other girls who couldn't make it and be talked about behind my back. My parents will not accept me and I won't inherrent the farm( my dream) I know my boyfriend would love me and support me but all the rest of my life will be over. My family has always been against abortions and I am too but now that I am down in millions of girls situations, what do I do? I feel all of their pain and stress! I do not want to kill my potential child and I believe that this would be murder and selfish! I am ashamed of my decisions and don't know what to do! Is there any body out there that wouldn't mind sharing their story with me? Or any thoughts on my situation?