Hey ladies! So I've been with my SO off and on for 4 years.. I've kind of been a horrible b**** to him (cheating multiple times, all the break ups were due to me) I'm kind of confused as to what to do now.. I love him to death but I feel like all this could be sign that I'll never be happy with him... Lately I've been feeling like the spark is gone and I've tried to communicate that to him but he sort of blames it on me and hasn't really been willing to help me change our relationship.. I've also been dealing with some depression and anxiety which obviously doesn't help anything because it's hard for him to understand, plus I'm kinda sexting this other fellow.. I just don't know if I should try to commit to my SO with my whole heart and hope we can work together to change things and find our love again or if I should move on...