Last night I’m in my daughters nursery taking a picture of a curtain I just made to show my friend to see what she thought. As I did, my husband was sitting on my exercise ball and the next thing I know he’s pulling my pants down thinking he’s the funniest guy around. I’m a very private person when it comes to my body. I’ve struggled to love myself, and right now I’m 36w pregnant which doesn’t help at all. I’m uncomfortable in my own skin, I had just showered so I wasn’t wearing any underwear, and not to mention one of the windows in the nursery doesn’t have any window treatments on it so I was exposed to anyone who potentially could have been looking that way.

I gasped and immediately pulled my pants up as he laughed. I looked at him and asked why he did that. I’m so embarrassed, I start crying and I tell him I would never do that to him. I felt exposed, disrespected, humiliated, and so on. I tell my mom about it and all she does is laugh which only makes me cry more. I usually have a great personality, I have a sense of humor, but I couldn’t help but feel violated by my own husband.. then made to feel a fool because I didn’t think it was funny. Maybe eventually I’ll laugh about it, but right now I can’t help but feel so much disrespect and lose so much respect for my husband..