At uni, no one showed me attention. I’ve never seen a guy look at me or give me eye contact that I know they are attracted to me.

I’m not amazingly beautiful but I take pride in my appearance, hair and makeup, I workout. But I’ve never been aware of a man being attracted to me. I’m just a bit plain whatever I do

I’m quite shy too cause I have chronic fatigue so socialising can be a bit tiring but I do okay. I’m just not an exciting person and my conversation is boring when I’m tired

I go on dates have a nice time and it just feels platonic and they never want to see me again. I don’t know how to give out a sexual vibe. My last date I thought went so well and natural given how hard I find it to socialise with my condition. He said he wanted to see me again and then ghosted . I guess I’m just not attractive enough for anyone

I hate it :(