Thank you to everyone who gave me advice on checking in with my doctor regarding PPD/PPA, she is going to see me next week and we are going to get some medication in the works. I honestly already feel better having told someone how I felt/feel, and you guys reassuring me that this is not normal, but at the same time is real. My husband is amazing, but he just doesn’t get that I can’t turn off these feelings. I have great days, then terrible days, and I think that throws him for a loop... which hey it does me too. I would love to have nothing but good days. But anyways, again, thank you ladies for being a listening ear and giving support. Y’all saved my life, truly. 💙