Newborn UP 10 HOURS 😭

My newborn has been up for 10 hours 😩 I’ve fed her on schedule and even let her breastfeed when ever at this point. No fever, diaper changed, fed, gripe water, rocked, Sang to. Dark room, sound machine on, sound machine off. I have postpartum depression and anxiety severe and I even put her down a couple times and just let her cry and she screams. It’s been 10 hours. I just want her to sleep 😭😭😭 at this point I just want to lay her down and put my noise canceling on and sleep for an hour. I have no idea why she hate a me and why she won’t sleep! 😭😭