I’m 21 years old he is 25 So we were fighting and I also hit him because I broke our pictures with the scissors into pieces and he got mad I cut our wedding pictures I did it because that’s the easiest way to start by forgetting someone. We dated for four years and married for almost two with our daughter but our daughter has been with my mom especially because of our problems that I’m depressed that I barely get out of bed. Our problems started with our intimacy problems I feel resentment towards him. So I cut the pictures he put his hands on my neck and had out his fist and I used my hands and covers my face. He also grabbed my two hands and I couldn’t move he grabbed them tight I told him I hated him because of him I can’t be satisfied sexually and we called each other Mamés mind you he has hurt me a lot since I was pregnant him rejecting me barely touching me same thing after. He didn’t actually hit me hard with his fist he told me he couldn’t hit me because I was a women. 2020 wasn’t a good year for me even my dog Madison passed away fights with my husband over lack of intimacy. I’ve gotten to resent him and hate him. He says he loves me and shit but I don’t know he never wanted to go to therapy. He never wanted to go to doctors nothing he just calls me crazy. I cheated on him he didn’t know I cheated on him union a few days ago I told him that it’s his fault I cheated because of not giving me what I needed and that I need to be masturbating since he can’t give me what I need. I don’t think I still love him anymore but he says he loves me. He says he forgives me and shit that it doesn’t matter that he doesn’t care if I cheated on him. I told him it’s too late. The damage is already done. He said he doesn’t want to hurt me because I’m his women and shit. Guys if only you guys knew when we started it was all perfect we were so happy this man always kissed me and hugged me until it all changed. He always hugged me I’m the morning and at night. He would tell me he loved me all the time. He said he loved me so much before and kissed me goodmorning and kissed me good morning too. He always told me good morning my love. I hit him back after he grabbed me and before that I Lina hit him but not to hard. Our daughter is 1 years old