Boy talk

So most of the time when I like a guy he likes me back. Which is good ig but I’d like to have a crush on someone and not have to get all worried abt being in a relationship. Ik this sounds stupid but the one time I actually dated a guy it was horrible and I quickly lost my feelings for him.

But I like a guy and he told me he liked me and he asked me out. Out of panic I said to give me a day. I told my best guy friend and he said if your not sure abt it u should say no. So I told the guy that I liked no... I really just don’t want a relationship like my last one. But I’m starting to learn more abt this guy and starting to like him more. And I think he still likes me at least it seems like it. We ft sometimes and he texts me a lot. My friends said that were pretty much already doing stuff you would in a relationship. (Not kissing or anything but acting like we’re in a relationship).

That’s it. Really just a rant ig but if u have any advice please do tell.