Valentines Day is coming up and every year my boyfriend gets me something expensive like a new phone and takes me out to a super fancy dinner. My issue is I don't really like that kind of stuff. Gifts make me feel awkward and people spending so much money on me just makes me feel guilty. And expensive restaurants aren't my cup of tea either. I always feel like people are judging me in them. I never say anything because I don't want to come off as ungrateful for what he does. This year my boyfriend has struggled with money because of Covid so if he gets me something I'm going to feel even more guilty and awkward. And I really don't think I can do another restaurant this year. I just want to spend the day together watching movies or playing one of our sex games lol. But what if me saying that makes it seem like I didn't like his gifts in the past. My bestie said I should be grateful because many girls dream of having a guy do what my boyfriend does for me for them, so I feel bad but its just not my cup of tea.