I just need to rant

So covid has messed everything up😔I’m 20 years old and have not got many qualifications so I can only get retail jobs. My dream is to work in the dentistry world, I need 5 GCSEs and a A-level to get into that uni but only have 1 so was going to retake them last year but they all cancelled so was going to retake them this year and again they got cancelled, I have accepted this and decided to take them next year but now there is a petition on cancelling them for 2022 which is so frustrating.

I feel like a fail in life

If I take my GCSEs and pass in 2023 and then take 2 years of A levels I will be 25 years old and that’s even if I do pass.

After my A levels I can then get into university which is 3 years and by that time I’ll be 28.

I feel as if that is late in life as at 28 I want to have a house

I know it’s stupid but already I’m stressing about what if I fail the courses and what if I don’t make it and what if I can’t afford a house.

Last year was also supposed to be my gap year and I was supposed to travel so I haven’t even done that. I’m so young but I feel as if time is just passing me by.

I’ve decided to have children in my early 30s when I have a career but I’m just stressing about everything