Not pregnant again and I’m feeling so frustrated this time.

My partner already has three children - two to his former partner and one with a woman who was only in his life for about a month before he met me. Just to add he didn’t know there was a baby until about month 5 of our relationship when he got a message from her saying she had had a baby and it may be his.

Absolutely devastating for me who so badly wants a family. And with this person who meant nothing to him, he told from the start he didn’t want a relationship with and he didn’t want a family with.

While I’m proud of him for stepping up, and his daughter is very cute.

It’s a massive slap in the face seeing him co parent with this person and raise a daughter who was not planned. (Not to mention who won’t even let me be around her daughter, and constantly threatens me) While we struggle to conceive, third round of Clomid (seemingly perfect BD timing) and still negative.

It’s so unfair that she has what I want and did nothing to deserve having my man as her baby daddy. 😫😫😫

Just venting. Please no one take offence. I’m just going through it.