Left for a work trip 5 days after you birthed yalls 4th baby. The trip was supposed to take 4 days total (including travel time) but on day 5 he still hasn't even left yet? His boss is cool and has been treating him to meals out, nice hotels, all expenses paid for. When "work" (all he had to do was drive a truck up, drop it off then go home) ended the 4th day, he used the 5th day to chill and hang with his boss some more. Once again he was taken out to fancy restaurants and treated to extras.. hardly has even spoke to me but MAYBE 1 time a day. 5pm on the 5th day and he hasn't even left to come home. He will be staying another night in his nice, paid for hotel, hanging out and being treated like a king just because his boss likes him.

I'm just upset because hes in no hurry to get back to his kids or his beautiful daughter that was just born.. I'm left here alone to take care of everything all the time, and this is the life he gets to live.. I cant even go to the store without screaming kids and honestly I'm also jealous.. I'm struggling with ppd really bad and the only person I have is him, and he doesnt even care.. I'm glad hes having a good time but damn..I'm lonely, overwhelmed, in pain and so fuckin sad that he gets to live and experience life like this while me and the kids are here missing him and he acts like he doesnt even care when he comes home.