I hate pcos!

I was diagnosed with this the summer of last year. I hate this because I’ve never so depressed and anxious in my life. My hair is falling out piece by piece, it’s one of the symptoms. All I want to be is a mom and now I’m afraid to have kids because of all the possibilities that can happen. I’m only 19 and I should be glad I found out early but it’s probably the worst thing that happened to me in a long time. I just want to feel like I’m normal and I can’t because of this stupid condition.