Am I the only one going nuts here? Ever since I found out I was pregnant I’ve had a hard time connecting and even feeling like I’m pregnant. Our 8 week scan showed everything was perfectly fine, heart rate 175, etc. Yet, it’s been a roller coaster of overthinking ever since.

I got nausea at around 8 weeks up until now. Today was the first time I’ve felt normal in awhile. BUT WHY DOES FEELING NORMAL MAKE ME WORRY SO MUCH. I’ve had some minor “cramping” but I honestly think it’s just things stretching around. No bleeding or spotting what so ever. I can’t help but over analyze every single thing happening to my body. Not to mention, the lack there of. Not having a bump yet is really messing with my mind but I know it’s still early. This is obviously my first.

Our next scan is in 1 week and I can’t help but have that fear of not seeing growth progress in the baby or if heaven forbid, no heartbeat. This is the most anxiety filled process I’ve ever been through when I just want to enjoy it.

More of a vent sesh, but WHO CAN RELATE.