4dpo and struggling

hails

uGH I’m 4dpo and I’m so impatient I just wanna know 😭😂 I made amazon wish lists tonight for both a boy and a girl I have names picked and pretty much everything picked fir up to the first year 😂 car seat, stroller, pack n play, swing, bouncer, high chair, diaper bag, walked, jumper, baby gym, bottles, binks. You name it I have it picked out.

Lord help me how do you keep your sanity?