I've had anxiety and depression since I was around 14 years old and I am now 18. And at the beginning of this year it started getting so so bad. I'm not on medication and I haven't spoke to anyone about if expect my boyfriend. He goes to the ends of the earth to make sure I'm okay, and he has tried taking me to see a doctor but I just have panic attacks before hand, and we never end up getting there. I find it really damn hard to go out in public, I literary haven't had any proper friends since high school, I only have my boyfriend (he was my best friend during high school) so I only have him, which I am fine with but I always worry that maybe I'm the reason why I don't have friends..