Ladies I really feel for you if you have been ttc for years and years. My heart breaks for those who have gotten pregnant and had a miscarriage or stillborn. It's going on 2 yrs and I'm tired! It's harder on me knowing my husband has low sperm and I can't do anything about it. My husband wants a child so bad I feel like if we don't our marriage isn't going to be complete. Yes I do have other children but this is not the same. My kids will always choose their dad over me and my husband they proved that this weekend. My kids get everything they want and it's still not good enough because their deadbeat dad takes precedence over it. I want a happy life and I know my husband will be a excellent father. Yes we take vitamins and he is on clomid but I just feel like it's never gonna happen. He has been on clomid since November why isn't it working! (Making a statement not a actual question) I know women on here will say I should be grateful because I already have kids but it doesn't make me any less upset.