2nd miscarriage

Zoe

2nd one in 5 months. Ive got a beautiful boy from <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. Why cant my body do this naturally. I only notified the hospital i was pregnant today at 4wk6days because i felt like if i said i was pregnant out loud it would jinx it, stupid i know. An now im bleeding an the digital test already says not pregnant, i think deep down i knew it was going to happen at the test lines never seemed to progress. I feel so numb.