AF hasn't showed but too scared

Brittany
Well, today was the day AF is due and she hasn't showed up just yet (fingers toes and everything else crossed that she doesn't show up) but I'm way too scared to take a test as I don't want the disappointment of a BFN. Also, I've already had my morning pee. I have no symptoms at all of pregnancy and I am expecting to be able to just tell that I am pregnant when that special month arrives. I took a test 3 days ago (I know you shouldn't before AF is due) and it was a solid negative so that made me feel sad as was hoping for even just a faint line. I'm going to try my hardest to hang on a week if the ugly AF doesn't show her face before I test.. Anyone else in the same position or have any advice?!