Upset!!!

Trace • I have a 18 y.o. Boy. 13 y.o. Girl. Ttc since 2015. Miscarried Mar 2016/May 2018/Oct 2019/Apr 2020/Apr 2021/Nov 2021/Aug 2022/Dec 2022/May 2023. Ttc our 🌈 baby.
So AF due yesterday no show no sign today but feeling nauseous pretty bad at times yesterday and today! Nothing but a big FAT negative this morning on a frer. I don't understand! 😢