It's so annoying! I don't even know anymore. I have been "blessed" with many pregnancies. In 2010, I lost a bub at 7w6d gestation. In 2011 I lost my little boy Samuel at 20w and another bub at 5w4d. In 2012 I had my little boy Vincent at 33w now 8yrs old. In 2014 I was diagnosed with PCOS and Hypothyroidism. In 2018 I had my little girl Evelyn at 30w3d. In 2019 I lost my little boy Elijah at 13w3d. It has been 19months since I lost him and just....nada. BUT my cycles have always been "regular" as far as cycles go they change a bit between each pregnancy but since Elijah have been between 29 and 33days long the whole time, but suddenly in Oct/Nov, had a 35 day one, then the next, 40days long, now I'm sitting on CD47 and no AF yet, took a test on CD42, negative. No idea what to even think. I have "pms" but have had this off and on since my typical period due date, the fatigue, sore boobs, nausea, moodswings, they pop up for a few days then go again. It's so frustrating. I'm not seeing a specialist, I did that with my daughter and was told <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> was my only option which obviously it wasnt, we have cinceived twice since then naturally, just took a while and again is taking a while. I feel like it would suck less not being pregnant if my period wouldn't keep leaving me hanging so I can just start again. Also hate FRER tests now. They were once so reliable but these last few months the Evap are so so bad like they pop up immediately and just get darker but are not that pink (I did get two evaps on FRER dip sticks on CD29 and 30 because of PMS being confused for pregnancy symptoms/wishful thinking)