We are together now for 4 months and we been through allot in this litle time I got pregnant from him and had abortion cause we were not ready for it allso cause am now still in recovery after a accident that I had before I got pregnant.

I feel bad for what I did now I have regreat I realy feel bad about this and my boyfriend it looks like he takes it very easy he first wanted the child and than not and than yes and it got me so confused so I took the abortion pill.

I love him and I know he loves me

Cause I told him after my abortion I will not know if i can still see you cause it will always be a memory of something i did. He told me to give it a change and I did now he told me that he would be there for me and i dont feel that at all he is only on his playstation and don't even wanna watch a movie with me am just seating next to him being on my phone.

I know he does loves me

but sometimes cause i feel like he dont understand what i been trough it was the hardest decicion of my life and i wish i didnt do it now i gues all women has that.

Its corona and we are everyday together we life together so i do get him that he wants his time for himself i dont realy know what to do with my time so its kind of my fault maybe to expect that he will be with me all the time.

Any advice ?

He cant work cause of this corona and i dont work too.

i told this a few times to him but i dont think he cares.