For my 5 year old first baby boy. I feel like im too hard on him sometimes, ive never laid a finger on him. I just feel like im constantly yelling at him to stop doing this to stop doing that. Telling him no all the time. I feel like the worst mother to him. And then here comes my boyfriend of three years trying to discipline him on top of me doing it. I just feel like crying. I feel like im the problem. Im taking care of my 5 year old, our 7 month old, and the big guy 31 yrold boyfriend. a whole two bedroom apartment, two bathrooms im constantly cleaning. Cooking. BY MYSELF may i add. My bf doesnt even work anymore because the corona. All he does is shove a bottle in the 7 month olds mouth when she crys. I just feel like im breaking. I dont feel like myself anymore.