Random anxiety and hormones

Nicole • Instagram: iam_vanity

Im 31 weeks I’ve noticed everything makes me cry happy or sad but mainly I’m starting to get major anxiety about having my baby and then I feel guilt I’m happy but idk why I’m afraid , I just want to be great enough for him and I pray God guide me to being the best u can be . This is my first and I just want to do right I want him to love me ..I feel strange that I feel these emotions so strongly right now ..& the guilt of not just being ready and happy . l love him dearly I have anxiety of the actual labor and birth but mainly of the kind of mother I’ll be . l don’t want to relish in these emotions..are my hormones out of wack ? I don’t understand why I’m feeling this now ..