Ok so I’m going to write this because it’s real life real situations and my situation. If I can write this and inspire even one person who doesn’t know what to do or looking for a sign because they have considered abortion even though they don’t know if that’s what they really want then I am happy to tell my story. Me and my bf of 3 years had just had a baby we tried for 16 months and eventually it was our turn we were so excited and happy. When my baby was 2 months old I had been having sex and didn’t use protection. My bad I know we planned i would start the pill when I got my first postpartum period. Anyway a month later peed on that stick and got a positive I was gutted as was my partner I had only just had a baby I was panicking and so confused. My partner told me he wanted me to abort as we could not have another baby. After a scan I was confirmed around 4 weeks and was giving abortion pills to take. I went home and the following day I took the first abortion pill. Instantly I regretted it I looked at my baby and I cried I had just killed their sibling who am I to take a life away because my bf wanted me to without consideration. Eventually I contacted APR in America I’m from the uk. They spoke to me instantly and assigned me a doctor to give me progesterone treatment I started the treatment 10 hours after I took the mifepristone pill. I had a really heavy bleed two days later and was told I had miscarried I was really sad but I dealt with it. 2 weeks later I still had pregnancy symptoms I went back in to see if there was any tissue and low and behold I was still pregnant I was now 6 weeks. I then decided I was keeping my baby with or without my partners consent. After I told him he moved out my house for approx 2 days and then begged to come back when he realised I was serious. We got back together and I am now 12 weeks pregnant and we are delighted to extend the family. No matter the situation even if he wouldn’t have supported me I was strong enough to make my own decision and keep my baby and love it with or without him. If anyone is feeling they might not know what to do. The answer will come to you. There’s always help there’s always ways to cope and you will never regret keeping a child but could absolutely regret having an abortion and taking your child’s life away. Luckily there was no harm done from the pill I took and my miracle baby is fine. Baby is due around my babies first birthday