Depressed after miscarriage

Stevi

As the title states I am so depressed and angry after my miscarriage. It was super early, but still. I was so excite when I found out that I was pregnant, that I went and bought a bunch of outfits and such for the baby. I ended up losing it a week later. I painted the nursery. I just miss my baby so much. Every where I look everyone’s pregnant or just had a baby. We tried again immediately after the miscarriage when I was fertile and I got my period. No baby this month. I’m a Christian and I know God had a purpose, but I am sooo upset and angry. It’s been well over a month since it happened but I’m still so broken about it. What do you ladies suggest? I’m fine sometimes and then other times it just hits me so hard.