I accidentally fell asleep breastfeeding and baby fell off bed. I have never cried so hysterically in my life. She is perfectly fine thank god. But omg my heart broke into a million pieces. I feel so guilty and hate myself for it. I feel I don’t even deserve her after that. Idk how I could let this happen. I was up all night anxious , sobbing, guilty. I’m so glad she is okay. She stopped crying quickly and was even smiling after. I had to step away Bc I was so hysterical while husband put her back to sleep. I will never forgot that feeling