Bloooooody hell, teething is NO joke! My 4 month old has just started teething. Five teggies all at once so I can’t imagine the pain he’s in 😭 Other than that he’s doing great!! I’ll attach a couple of photos.

I say a couple maybe a good few more 😂😂

I’ve been feeling a lot better in myself, I definitely suffered quite abit with post partum depression, being a single mum due to really fucking rubbish circumstances is hard. I find myself getting so angry and frustrated with my ex partner for choosing drugs over his baby. I have support from my parents and sister but with corona it’s quite difficult. My mum is a nurse on a covid ward so recently she fell ill with it and I was stuck in my house constantly on my own due to self isolating.

I had my first period mid November, but I haven’t had another since. I know they can be irregular, but i didn’t realise how much so 🤪😂

My house with my previous partner before my last one has sold so come March I’ll be a lot more financially comfortable and able to relax more, things have definitely been tight.

I’m slowly getting back to how I looked post partum, I’ll attach a photo of when I actually felt confident as i got some new undies 😂👌🏻

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I’ve also started seeing someone new, he’s also a dad and has a little girls he’s amazing with my boy and helps out where he can. It’s so refreshing to have met someone who hasn’t judged me for my ex partner, who doesn’t mind the fact I have a 4 month old and who treats me so well. I haven’t laughed as much as I have in the last two months as I had before in a long time.

Sorry this is abit all over the place! I have a moment of relaxation as my boy is finally asleep and I hadn’t updated in a long time. I hope everyone is keeping well in these times. It’s incredibly hard, especially being a new parent. It takes a toll on your mental health.