i grew up with two older

brothers who started bringing him around when i was really

young so i’ve basically known him

my whole life

i am currently 18 and he is 22

so at my brothers 21st when i went to my room he came to like

talk with me but throughout the whole night after i mentioned i’m now 18

he started throwing a vibe at me

and his not the kind of guy who gets no from girls, his handsome, tall as shit all

of that you know and kinda an asshole.

so we are playing this drinking game but i go inside to the room to watch tv

and he follows me so his standing and talking with me about “if we were to

kiss no one should know” because his best friends with my brothers and shit he knows my whole family,

his older everyone knows

his an asshole with shitty intentions and his being like a real asshole and shit like provoking me with so much misogynistic bullshit and he keeps moving close to me as i correct him

and his asking me am i a virgin and i catch what his saying and i’m a flirt at heart so

i told

him i’m playing

the same game.

i’m finessing his ass and he leans over me and his like

1 kiss

and i stand up but i’m much shorter

then him and there’s like a lot of

sexual attraction but i stand up and get really close to his body and look up while he bends down and i say to him

no

and i sit down again

now mind you the door

is completely open and my grandmothers room is across from

where we were

he gets close

to me and his like 1 kiss

and i blow him

a kiss

and he pushes me down on the bed and holds me down while

kissing my neck

and whispers in between

1 kiss but i say no

and like...

(girls let me tell you my minds telling me nooooo

but my body was like betraying me

my body was saying YESSSSSSS)

ANDDDD his like nibbling on my ear and kissing my neck smoothly and shit

and his like moving to my lips and i moan

because dude has DICKKK

(man it really be the assholes with DICK)

i moan no and his like why are

you resisting and like obviously i’m saying no because i wasn’t going to let him win i wanted him to work hard

and his like on top of me

he puts my legs around him and we are like dry fucking and his like tell me i make you wet and

((girllllllllll my pussy was POUNDING))

but i was like NAAHHHH

Girlll i was FIGHTING

my body was saying YESSSS but i knew it had

to be no

and his about to put his hand in my pants but i stop him and stand up because damnnn THE TEMPTATION

and he sits down and outs his face in my boobs and his like just 1 kiss

and i’m like you just wanna fuck and he

deadass says to me if i wanted to fuck

we would’ve already

and man...😩😩😩 his pulling everything out but i’m like what do you wantttt

and like

(he knew me through that really

awkward puberty stage 🤮🤮🤮🤮

so genuinely that shit was confusing)

and his like

to me i wanna make you cum😭😭😭😭

and his like licking my nipples and shit trying to take my

underwear off

while his on top of me

(DOOR WIDE OPEN)

and i still don’t give him that kiss but then he gets to my pussy and like damn i had to

stop it because it was flooding down

there

and i sit on him and he kisses my neck and i’m like

NOOOOOOOO

and his hard and he whispers to me seductively i’m not even fully hard right now

and i swear the odds weren’t if favor of me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

mann you should see how he drives

how he handed me

that dick print

and the way he fucking spoke to me

so i tell him i don’t like the way his treating me and his like do you want me to treat you like a booty call😂😭and

(IN THAT MOMENT I KNEW HE HAD A REALL BIG DICK)

i had to get out of there

we did that for straight hour back and fourth leaving one of my brothers outside with his friend

which was very suspicious so

we join my brother again and like in between he smacks my ass and shit kisses my neck

he tells me to come and sleep with him but i’m told to go to my room so i go and when i come back his asleep and his sleeping in the same room as my brother and the other friends

and i wake him up

and as we are talking

his HARD

and his like to me in that sleepy voice and he whispers

do you want to touch it

and with the same energy

(and in that moment i felt

so powerful)

i got so close to his face that we were breathing on eachother and told him no

and now my problem is i don’t have his number but my vagina wants him

and i wanna dm him because i haven’t been the same since he did that

but what if he makes me

feel stupid for

feeling like this in the first place

his a real

asshole

and to be honest i don’t care about his personality

i really just have a hankering for his dick😭😭😭Advice???