I can’t find anyone else attractive anymore because I can’t stop thinking about him

I had a series of really shit dating experiences where the men were obsessed about sex and really didn’t care about me, and it really got me down

Finally I met a guy who was sweet, loveliest personality and we just clicked so well. I couldn’t believe how attractive he was either I was so attracted to him and I’m picky so just looking at him turned me on

It was going well but I never got to sleep with him, he never brought it up, and eventually said he can’t date because his head isn’t in a good space cause of the pandemic. He still texts me occasionally I like him so nuch

I’ve been back on the dating apps and I just feel nothing to any other guy, like what’s the point in going through this all again, or potentially getting into a thing where guy only wants sex, or is creepy. I’m swiping and no one inteeests or attracts me anymore and I don’t know what to do, I’m scared I’ll be like this forever. He was something special :(

I feel like I’ve become asexual and only attracted to him and I want to find other men attractive