I remember praying and asking God for a healthy baby boy since I have 3 girls because I know it’s nothing like a mama’s boy and that bond my husband could and can share with his son. Truth is I got so scared that I couldn’t make any more babies. People say don’t force it but it’s like we both want a 2nd child together. He told me it doesn’t matter as long as the little one is healthy. Now all I see and smell are pregnant woman and delivering. Every time I get my cycle I CRY. I pray that February is the month for us all🙏🏾