I'm devastated. In the closet silently bawling my eyes out. I have a 6 year old who I didn't even tell I was pregnant so I'm trying to keep him from seeing me sad :'( three times in a row, I'm devastated. I feel numb. I've been having spotting for about two weeks but I literally just got some cramps wiped bunch of bright right blood then I push a little and a big clot just falls out in the toilet. I can't express the heart. The way my body just wants to give out. What do I do? Why me? Why won't my doctors help? :'(

Anybody go through this!? I need you ladies 💕