Trying to stay calm

I really feel like shit my anxiety has been kicking my ass for months my period is making my vagina hurt like uterus and ovaries. I had to stop birth control cause i got Covid and it came a week early on top of the fact that my birth control was causing me horrible side effects so now i have to decide if i want to get back on pill or try another form. My back and stomach have been feeling weird and hurt and I’m def not preg but it’s making me hyper think everything since I’ve gotten rona and I’ve been having mini anxiety attacks over something that’s literally impossible happening and I’m in love with my best friend and he has a girlfriend. I just needed to vent I’m exhausted and i don’t really know who to talk to cause yea and I’ve been looking for a therapist but everything is expensive and I’m a college student i really just want a hug😭 being a woman is so fucking exhausting