Unfortunately his dad passed due to Covid😪 it’s been almost two weeks. I made sure to be there for him and his fam especially the very first days. These past days I’ve been working a lot but I still try to see him when I can.

So yesterday I told him I was getting something to eat and offered if he wanted some. He said to take him whatever I was getting (I told him i was some crunchy tacos I really liked). When I get there he says, “low key it doesn’t smell appealing. Smells weird” & he said he didn’t want any. So I told him “no worries. next time I won’t order without you” he ended up eating them and sharing with his cousin.

An hour later his brothers gf get there with chocolate bars and my bf got all excited about it and kept asking her for some..

Apparently she also made some custom necklaces for the fam too and he was all up on her asking about them.. (I bought some frames I want to decorate with his dads picture but I’ve been working so much that I haven’t had a chance to)🤧 I guess i compared about the positive attention she gets vs the way he is acting with me.

So another thing..He wanted to workout in his garage and I joined him. I forgot my preworkout and he was out of his. So he got bothered and when I was going to kiss him he pushed me away saying to stop being annoying and made a remark about me forgetting the preworkout..

Last time I also stopped by and parked in the corner of the street because there was no parking. I told him to go with me to the car to bring down a present I had gotten someone from his fam for their bday. He complained saying “you couldn’t have parked near? Now I have to walk?” He seemed bothered.

Inside, he started using his phone and ignored me when I talked to him.

(We always put our phones away when spend time)

I’ve just been feeling a little unappreciated:( I’m fully aware of how broken the family is & the more I want to be supportive and caring for him, the more that is starting to hurt me too😔 idk if this is normal behavior of people grieving.. I’d appreciate your opinion🙏