Lap results and feeling hopeless 🥺

Had my first lap and recovery for the first 5 days were horrific. Today is day 6 and I finally have relief and way more independent!

I was so hopeful going into the surgery that this would be the next step to finally getting pregnant. Unfortunately, I was left with more bad news. I have stage 4 endometriosis and was basically covered with adhesions. It covered my uterus, pelvic, cervix, bowels. I had so many adhesions that I had no mobility of my uterus. Was able to remove some, but not all adhesions. I had a 8 cm endometrioma on my right ovary that was removed and a general cyst on it as well that was removed. I was told that I have so much inflammation that it is not conducive for me to conceive naturally and should go straight to ivf. Doctor also expressed concern of being able to conceive through ivf due to the extent of my endo and it effecting my egg quality.

I am only 28 years old and I can’t believe I am facing this right now. I feel so alone and scared with this all. I am trying to find hope, but after all of this information it’s been hard to find.